Chasing Pavements

*sigh*

Things been alittle wierd lately.
Cheating?i hope not.
argh nightmare.

but wheres my ozzie that i knew?
the one whom i first met and went desaru with?
wheres my ozzie from the last 2 weeks?

remember?in the recent blogs,i was saying how happy i was?
well i really was.
but after a night of happenings,
it began all over again.
ozzie and i can sit for hours with each other but not saying a word to one another.
he claims that he doesnt have a conversational topic.

Is that how a relationship should work?
of course not!!
especially not mine.
where goes my fantasies and fairytales?

ozzie,buck up and i will too.i hope today will go well.

RollerCoaster Ride

Here we go again.
Have u ever felt like your hanging on a thread?
and u want to let go but u cant?
because you are stuck and nothing, nothing can be done?!

Well, i know.
and im tired of it.
SO tired of it.
With many ways i've tried,i'm always giving up.
Knowing that I should have given up a long time ago!

Fantasies are ment to be fantasies,
Life is meant to be a bitch;
Heart is meant to get hurt,
Lover's are meant to make it worst.

Cruelity, egoism are they a nature to men?or is it only nutured in him?

And with that, nothing can ever change.
(unless ur not engaged)
Hmph!!!

Not knowing how long more i can stand, nor the thread can withstand me.
The more we work, the more twisted it gets.
Life's cruel, but u dont care.

How i feel,is never a thought in you.

Lullaby

Saturdays cruz outing. Sneak Peak to East Coast(Singapore International Skate park).
Look how small i look beside the bowl!!
I was a great longboarding session with the guys.
Yes, got a board for my own no.the white one at the bottom.
"freedom "baby!!
quote" Loaded boys vs turbo" - Ozzie.

Big boy's gone for awhile now.
He was stolen by my 12th floor neighbour cz they liked him so much so i got myself a new kitten.
kinda like a siamese cat.
so cute.even dad loves it.
we bought him bedings and all at ikea.
and "kitty" loves it.

Meet "Kitty: named after dad's old cat.

Anyways, I cant wait to check out "new moon" movie.

Twilight's sequal. Robert Pattinson is so effin hot.i love it.Still in "Twilight Craze!!"

Oh and i cnt handle Math Assignments.toomuch.somebody help me!

Craze

so again, am bored, am at home chatting with buddy howard.
lol
great to finally talk after so long bro.
missed all of ya'll
keep me updated and see ya'll soon.

didnt go to school today.
dont feel well.
stress anxiety!!
i havent slept since yesterday,
i had nausea, my stomach was churning real bad, and i couldnt breathe.

Boo is out to fetch me a longboard!yay!!

Ahh this hottie. Can u believe it?im still in "Twilight craze"!!I watched it like twice today.Hmmm

Digital love

In school now, and im bored to death.
I feel really tired, and the music isint helping at all.

Anyways, I love Ozzie more now.
He's been taking real good care of me.
I like it.
And believe it or not,he said ive been doing the same as well,
i've not been snapping at him lately and ive been keeping some peace.
Thats a good start. This is what i want from my engagement.fairytale baby.

Boo

Hey check out my video on youtube. i can slide now.

Anyways, im good at "tap tap" now.
and i love it. i have to play it every night.
and i'll dream about it.
right oz?
haha
and because of that, i love dance song. LOL.

My Everything

Here's the new Haircut!

I know, i look weird. After 2 long years of long long long hair, ive decided to cut it short like shanna. However, disaster strikes and i had to RE-cut it even shorter to make it look better. you'll know what i mean if u see it.

I love this man but he makes me crazy.
He even calls me insane.

I dont know what i'd do without him.

He completes me.

(psst, like sweet liddat)

I've been stressed out lately till i get irregular P-days.

I've been dragged into my fantasy again.

But this time, its half reality.

I'm counting the days when i can walk down the isle with the man i love.

The environment hasn't been helping much, I become envious of them.

Everyone around me is getting married or expecting!!

When issit my turn?

Whatever ya'll comments are, i dunt wanna hear.

I got my reasons, and its not early for me.

Ive planned the perfect future.

Schools been crazy!

So little time so much to do!

Assignments one after next!
STRESS!!!

I never did get my getaways. its been raining alot these days. It worsen my gloomy mood.

Told ya the environment's not helping.

Finance wise, pretty drained out.haha

Always right?
When we have enough,we want more.tsk3.
Been growing money plant, Its big and healthy now,

How i WISH it'll really turn to cash overnight!!

Longboarding's been great. I can slide now!!!!Yehaw!

and im better than Some!woohooo!

This was take at bali after surfing.

Outside our hotel room.

I love this place.Great!

Next up, Improve surfing!! yeah?