I love my sister

I believe she's the only one who undestand me, turns out that we're much alike.
It was great spending time with her away from the other people.

Things been a little rough today.
Schools been shitting me, so much to do so little time.
Ozzie's been far than what i expencted.
he's drifting. HELP! Time and time again its friends.
What about me?
and mom has been braggin too much about everything.
dad been supporting mom!argh

anyways,...
im thinking whether i should cut my hair.
like....Shanna Moakler (no.1 idol)
suggestions?

Alone

At devils back.

I met ozzie and taufik to go longboard straight from school.
Im planning to learn some slide tricks cause im tired of doing the same old stuff.
if ur wondering what it is, please check them out (the videos)
www.youtube.com/user/Arsenick

Rambo,Razi,Ozzie,Taufik

Anyways, back to longboarding, "sorry honey, but i didnt know that u were that good at it. You proved me wrong" - to ozzie

well if u check out the video, u should have seen it.
well, im glad that he's working out( in some ways).
I just hope he wnt forget about teching me and most importantly not to forget ME.
Control freak?Kinda but whatever dude.
i gotta start somewhere, its not like i have u all the time. ur in ur own world
REALITY CHECK!!

Well, He met knew friends like taufik and rambo guy.
Im supprised that Mr flo razi followed too. *Wink-wink* ( u'll nvr know my story)!
they were good friendsd hahah.
u can find them in the vid as well. not bad.


Well, here's to fana, babe im updating okay! i kinda forgot i got a blog.haha
thanks for reminding.

Anyways, me and my girl hazel, we were talking about a movie we wanted to catch.
"My bloody valentine"- its the first ever 3D horror movie.
you guys should check that out as well.
I'll probably be the one out the cinema first, cz horror movie already sounds scary, what about 3D right?
haha

Im almost done with my schools assignment before i get some new task.
Im not looking foward for tmr's class cz it seems scary.
Too much of a n expectation.too high. too strict.

I've been feeling lonely nowadays.i need a getaway, i need support, i need love, i need everything!ATTENTION PLEASE!
Ya'll girls free, pls bring me out.

hmm what else, must stop but cant stop.

psst, how to kurus?

Oh an btw, I still love them to death. Forever will be my idol.

You remeber this, Old times, miss it but it ended, no regrets.
I love Adi more, that y i got engaed to him!
pfft.

okay , keep updated.

Remembering Sunday

Hi all, apologies for not updating as i was caught up with life.
schools been draggy and hectic.
I've been struggling in my daily life as usual.
tryna find love from oz.

Been back out to learn longboard and finally progressing.
check out.
www.youtube.com/user/Arsenick

hmm. oz been out with friends today to longboard.im here at starbucks with lovely sis just to getaway from the buzzling life of ours and to catch up.

argh, sick.

Female version of a hustler

N0. 1 diva. cz im the female version of a hustler.LOL

Falling apart!!I agree with sabrina now.She once said that being engaged is the hardest thing. Well, it is.
Constant arguement and tension. Best part is, i have to deal with it everyday!probably because we practically have been together since back then. But its tough shit. Its not at all what i imagined it would be. No fairytale.

Its been hectic. I really dunt know what the hell is going on around here.I almmost feel like im on the verge of breaking down and giving up but to think of it, ive been in this for more than 2 years. Everyday im hustlin'. Like everywhere aand for everything.

Anyways, again, im in need of a getaway. like seriously!! any ideas?

I've been wanting to cut my hair, like Shanna Moakler. She's my idol remember? Forever she will be. Oh, Travis and shanna are back together. aint that great? but probably they'll break up again next week. i mean its never-ending right?HAHA

Hmm what else? beside wanting to getaway and meeting the girls.

OH im dead broke but i need to get alot of things! like who doesnt?Oh, haha and bills!!oh my god! too much. Waterbills and handphone bills!Damn.

Stay tuned.

xoxo ezashanna

Feels like home

Felling really bummed today.
got to know that desaru's trip this sat is canceled.
I really wanted to go!
whatever.

anyways, did i tell that ozzie start skating again?
He stopped before he went to ns, and so he was only longboarding at the time.
he's getting better at his skating and im happy.
but i dunt get it,he gets crazy when he skates.
such a dare-devil LOL
so much guts!
I'm still learning how to play the longboard.
kinda scared now cz i felll like real bad.

Btw school's been such a drag.
ya'll know me, i never did like it.
hmm
i serious ly need a getaway.
somebody help me?
anyways im hoping to see my ex classmates tho.
mis ya'll.
I know its me, i always couldnt be there.
for some reasons.hope ya'll understand.

stay tuned .

Flashing lights

This was on new years, more photo's comin by the way.

Anyways, saturday was a blast. Things went smoothly. It was glamourous, famously fabulous. Surrounded with camera's. It was truly a happy ending. I've got my heart back, as ozzie's back home again.

My gifts to the Ozzie's side.nice right.

Yes my hair is that long. its real.

Adi and Eza

I'd love to upload more engagement photo's but im tired.maybe next time.

Did i tell? I'm hoping to get a short getaway this sat with ozzie and another favorable couple. To desaru.

I personally believe that it has been an exciting new begining for me and hope it stays this way.

stay tuned.